LEFT WAITING, TILL THE END

He was many things. Somehow, many wasn't quite enough for people around him. More so for the ones he feels something for. He had been waiting. Years. Others came in. Stolen somewhat his place he feels. BUT, that's juts how he feels, too naive, too eager. He thought he was too quiet in his early days, he tried to change to be closer to someone.


He did. Change the only thing that stands still in this ever changing world.


To his despair, change was the one thing that brought him further from that one special someone. He's doing something else now. Taking a different path. More people have come into the picture. Down the order he's been thrown. Although his feelings have not changed, he somewhat feels different.


Yes , it was you he thought. It was always you. Forever has come and gone yet he still waits. It was you and it it still is was the one line he still had remained in him.


" IT WAS YOU "


He died in the end. In all that waiting. He did not prevail. Gave in to circumstances.
On the day of his funeral, he looked on from above. Saw sights that made him feel at peace at long last. The ones he cared for were there. They were all there. he then left to move on. Knowing what life would have been and looking forward to the one at hand.




p/s, this post does not mean anything. thought of writing something emo. HAHA
comments are definitely welcomed



- you made my blue eyes blue -

I know I know

Its been quite a long time since ive blogged. I know I know, but here's what Ive been doing.

After the euphoric THURSDAY ( man u did win on this very day) ,

the fun FRIDAY ( exams were over here, watched iron man),

the okay SATURDAY ( training, and just hanging out ),

the not bad SUNDAY ( was in KL see )

the left me wanting more MONDAY ( SHOPPED IN KL, BOUGHT MUSE'S LATEST H.A.A.R.P ALBUM )

the sucky TUESDAY ( left KL )

the boring ey no not boring WEDNESDAY ( stayed home, slept, AND YEA WENT FOR GWEE'S PARTY AT TGI FRIDAYS )

And for today? I saw my very own rainbow today. One of a kind. Truly is.

Anyway, these were taken from yesterdays party,

the suggestion card. we filled it with stuff like "more alcohol for children", this guys age was 50 and above, he's also an insurance dealer, and he heard about tgif on the radio. XD

the four botaks jet's missing yet again

JET taking a bite on his "world famous burger"

the staggering bill

gwee performing his solo song..lol

And oh just before the birthday boy came we were having a conversation.

Ivan : so, we paying ah?

chua : sure la..his birthday le we should belanja him wan la.

JET : wth??!! pay yourselve ah?? shit ( looks at his wallet )

SEAN : ( looks at his makeshift wallet, holding 7 bucks and some coins )

Alex : wth?? Jon the 10 bucks I pay you another day. Not enough cash.

Jon : sure

chua : not enough money?? i can lend

someone : 50 bucks??

chua : not that mush la siao ah?

ivan and jon : fuh, luckily got bring enough. HAHA

and so it turned out, we were going dutch. Gwee was a little late and when he did come, he asked, " so who's paying for my meal? "

the reply, " **&7**#@#$@$#24!$@!$#2$# "

halfway

We're at the halfway people.



Four more days.




Four more torturing days.








In the middle of it all,







THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE FINAL!!!









ALL THE BEST TO ALL SITTING FOR EXAMS.



- when days are filled with books -